To my brother, You know there was never anyone in my entire life that right off the bat I could open up to. From the very begining when you showed up at the apartment at 3am looking for a place to crash to this very moment youve always been my brother. We had some good times during our youth and even then told everything to each other. Our problems, our fears, our accomplishments, what mattered and what didnt. We also shared our love for God. I think thats what connected us completely. Then we grew up, got married had kids. And still you were there for every moment, every memory, every downfall, every loss and every victory. As we grew even older we knew each other like the back of our hands. Wed call at the exact same time, text at the same time, talk about our families, our futures,and every new beginning.I honestly cant say how Im going to handle you being gone. You truly were a brother to me. You were my blood brother. I will forever miss the moments and the memories, the laughs, the tears, your smile, that brother hug each time I saw you. I will miss you lecturing me and telling me to keep looking up. I will miss you somehow knowing when i was down and then sending the perfect scripture. I will miss the 5 or 6 am "sups" and the "wake yo a** ups" and the "nahs!" I love you brother for eternity. You will be missed by many, but I know in my heart that you are right here with me. Until we meet again brother and we can say again, Day 1.