To: Grandpa­Julio Carrasco Estrada From: Perla Becerra I used to not be afraid of anything, but now when I think about it, everything is fear itself. Like the day my grandfather died, everyone said that everything would be okay, so it's not right that he is dead and can not return. People said to be strong, but my heart is too weak to handle that. People said I'm sorry for your loss; What should I say well, thank you, or oh. But then at the end we all thought why I had to leave so early? Why did this happen? Because the? Then everyone realizes that everyone has to die sometime, but it will not be a goodbye forever. You can not live forever. People all knew and loved him for what he did and who he was. Now all he left behind in his way was his grandchildren, wife, children, father, nieces / nephews, friends, etc. and then again what I remember most about him is his great huge smile that made everyone's day. Why did you leave? He was healthy and active, took over much of his body, and took care to others. So what my biggest fear is the greatest fear everyone has someone dying that is very close to you. Moreover you forgot and in our hearts forever, hoping for the best and will always be an important part of our hearts would be best served more. Always has been lost by Perla, is beloved eldest granddaughter. No one knows why you were taken and never know why? You were so young to die, and it's so hard to believe and see someone you love most die and never know why. Then I wonder why life is a mystery ??? Everything is different without you. Now I have no fear of losing one expected what was going to happen and I hope that even then nothing would happen like that again. Then when I go outside I remember him as the animals and plants of the grass /. When my grandfather died my hopes for him on achieving something down. He was the man who came up with crazy and great ideas and thought never negative thinking ahead and always enjoyed it. I was never crazy or something that was always just smiling and laughing all the time. who used to look after us and keep everything we needed. Now that he's not here with us, what do we do? We are all very sad, expecting some kind of crazy miracle to happen very soon now. But that's not possible, it's like anything is possible is simply impossible. But I will do everything for him, did not achieve what you achieve! Because that's what I wanted and I will do it. We all miss you !! I love you!! God our Father,Your power brings us to birth,Your providence guides our lives, and by Your command we return to dust.Lord, those who die still live in Your presence, their lives change but do not end.I pray in hope for my family, relatives and friends, and for all the dead known to You alone.In company with Christ,Who died and now lives, may they rejoice in Your kingdom,where all our tears are wiped away. Unite us together again in one family, to sing Your praise forever and ever. Amen.