My heart was sadden when I read of the loss of your beautiful son, Nicolas and I wanted to send my warmest condolences to the family. To lose a precious child, a part of you, can bring such overwhelming grief but the God of all comfort tells us at 2 Kings 20:5 He hears your prayers, sees your tears and feels your pain. Please go to jw.org to read in the Bible at John 5:28,29 that not only does God care but lovingly gives assurance that you will hold him in your arms once again. Until God’s promises come true may every detail of his life, every memory of the love you felt, flood and overtake you with calm and peace to help you through the dark moments. Again so very sorry for your heartache💐